Movies

I love movies! The art of producing them to is very magical. Its like I am at two places at once. One can get so captivated by the emotion and scenary of the movie that you do nothing but fall in love with the characters and at times compare their lives to yours, which can be so positive. I have been with Netflix for about 2 years now and I absolutly adore it! Its was a complete dream when I sgined up! Not only can I rent up to 3 movies and a cheap price but I can also preview movies online and also watch them on my wonderful Dell laptop. I have to admit, some moives are very fake and not real at all. They jump too far over the line of turth and lose my interest quickly. I guess what I want to say is THANK YOU. Thank you to everyone involved in film making, when I say everyone I mean everyone =)

Girls

GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN!! OH GIRLS GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!! I gotta say I love my girls!! I love hanging out with them, talking to them, shopping with them, laughing with them, and just HAVING FUN with them!!!!!!! Ladies if you don't have any female friend you NEED some right away!! We are so much fun when we are all together!!!

Money

So recently a lot of unexpected finances have been fallowing me like balloons that won't float up or pop. A couple thousand here a few hundred there its really stressful at times 8-). Right when we (me and my boyfriend) have a lump some of money saved up something always comes up and it vanishes out of our bank accounts: so not ideal! Good thing is i just cleared up my credit and paid off some fines, we only have about $700 left or so after 03/31 to check off then we can start saving for Jesse to get a car. After we will save to get a place. It seems like we will never get our own place at the rate we are going but i know we will, i just gotta have patience. One step at a time, its not like we aren't taking care of things. This past check i spent like crazy cause I was so stressed at saving then paying off a bill or having an unexpected expense so I said fuck it I'm spending :---). Not the smartest thing to do right? Ya i know, we will start saving again 04/15. I would say 03/31 but i got my car, phone, and insurance, which calculates to $1,016. With all this said I realized the other day that its life that is important not money. I enjoy life and what it has to offer regardless of my financial status and we all have to remember that. I only have a couple hundred dollars to my name at the moment but i choose to be happy, live my life, and enjoy my precious moments.

Family

I had a fun filled day with my family today! it was, my boyfriend, my mom, 2 brothers their wife's,and my niece. We all went to my moms house and she mad Puerto Rican caldo soup which is so very delicious. It was very fulfilling to be around them as they are literally the only family i have out here in Cali and considering I live about 30-60 minutes away from all of them so I don't see them as much. I felt kinda sad to leave cause I know it will probably be weeks before i see them again but i know they are all doing well and they all have love in their lives so i am happy for that!

Love the family you got and don't be afraid to allow friends into your circle of love as they can easily fall into your own little family of love =)

Change

This week has been crazy and i think its because its time for change. It seems as if my body and soul knows it has a road to fallow and that road is going straight yet im steering to the left. Its a leap in the unknown and that's what scares me, i know it will be for the best because God will be with me but somehow i am stuck. I've been doing a lot of thinking and i came to a conclusion, no more being afraid and time to take action. I must do my part to fulfill my dreams and create the world I long for. Every single step counts and i will be proud of even the slightest change I do at becoming a better me. Being a better me brings out the best in you. I can not fully love others until i love myself and its hard to fully love myself if I am not where I know i need to be. As of right now I fully love myself as I know I will continue to fight through my cracked heart and change where I know i need to in every moment that passes and I plan to keep it this way.

Walking Far

There are some things that are clear and some things that I have to prowl through, pound on and love with. I'm reading a very and when I say very i mean very interesting book that keeps me refreshed and one. I know now that my road is and always has been mine. Mine to love give learn grow live laugh work listen practice teach believe do allow fulfill fallow lead rest clean like adore keep free help accomplish push...and that's not even a glimpse

She's done it again

Alicia Keys has done it again ladies and genttlemen!! Her latest album Element Of Freedome is a SMASH hit!! The beats are insane and you can feel her pasion in every word, simply amazing. She will walk with you down memory lane full of smiles and love and fly with you through your current road filled with ture love, hope, and everlasting joy. She has touch my heart once again with her music. If by any chance you read this Mrs. Keys. Thank you! You are turly truly an inspriing and gifted Superwomen =)

My boyfriend Jesse worte me the poem(that's him to the left):

Theirs something........

theirs something about the way she moves
the way she grooves when the music sets the mood
theirs something that feels so right
the way our bodies come together when i hold her tight
its almost as if our hearts reunite
and lets us know that what we got is right
theirs something about the way shes makes me fight
fight for the things to make me right
helping me realize i can do anything as long as i keep GOD in my life...
no matter what theirs always something about her
something a that's lets me know no matter what
everything is gonna be alright

Isn't it lovely! Thank You baby I love you =)

Looking Ahead

Today I keep thinking about my furture (but still enjoying every minute of what today has to offer of course) and how much I know, without a shadow of a doubt, that I will not only be happy but very fullfiled. I know that I will continuane to live at the right moments at the right times. My furture will be my destiny and that lovely people, brings a warm smile from the deepest part of my heart.

One day a thought will enter in your head. That thought will tell you, "Everything you have done thus far was supposed to happen so deal with it very positively, learn from it, and grow so that your furture will line up perfectly" or something along those lines lol. When it does trust it completly don't doubt it and don't question it.

Have a lovely lovely day/night

Today is

Thank God for Target Day!